Why do I get so tired of a guy so quick ? But then get lonely ? I love aggression but I hate an asshole. I don't want to be anyones anything, but I do want you. Does it make sense, because I'm lost. I feel like I'm in love with someone already, but I've never been. I don't even know the guy I'd be in love with, but sometimes I feel it. I want to be alone, but I want you. I want a lover, a friend...those qualities are the best, I've yet to experience a guy who can give me both. Plus I'm like the most difficult person to make fall in love, so I don't know if I'm capable. But at the same time I know I am.